Realization

How shall peace be upon me,
when i don't live as asked by thee,

how shall in my heart, a picture of yours i see,
when i cannot keep, my heart of passions dirt free,

how shall your guiding light, my eyes see,
when i have turned, a blind eye to thee,

how shall my judgements, be error free,
when i don't listen to my conscience, by which you speak to me,

how can i say that i love thee,
when i cannot do, the bare minimum you ask of me,

how i can i be ever happy,
when i have lost all touch to thee,

but i know you always and shall always love me,
all need is to turn back and come back to thee.