My biggest worry is not that I am die penniless

Deep down I know
I am much more hungry
for mission than success,
had that not been the case
I would be doing fine
without any issues I guess,
this night would not
feel so long, my eyes
would not be so sleepless.

My biggest worry is not
that I may die penniless,
my biggest worry is that
I am die with the feeling
of having lived a life useless,
the feeling that I could have
done much much more,
could have taken much
bigger responsibilities,
could have solved much
bigger problems of time
but I did nothing of that sort
out of fear out of cowardness,
My biggest worry is not
that I may die penniless....

My biggest worry is
that i may have to look
from the eyes of my soul
into the ashes of my body
and regret, I could not
sip the every iota of energies
to plunge on to the missions
close to heart, dear to heart
with the love of labour
with the zest of faithfulness,
my biggest worry is not
that I am die penniless....

o beautiful night I beg thee,
now you know my pain
now you know my disdain
bring me a morning tomorrow
lighting my ways as far I could see,
with a song in the air,
which pumps my nerves
and awakens my mind
to the things impossible
and I in my soul could feel
this one thing if I could do
I would have lived it
I would have done it
like the all great ones
whom I admire, whom I respect.