Feeling jaded

My office badge and my own 

condition is almost same,

both have become jaded 

looking for a renewal again,

the simmering,the withering

the insipidness,the hopeleessness,

concerns being heard but unadressed

ah! the feeling of helplessness,

and with no refuge in near sight,

no longer sure to fight or flight,

staring at the mountain of grunt work,

semes like there is no end to plight, 

having put my heart and soul into the things,

does not feel like right to leave,

but then out there could be something better,

heart says why for worn out things greive,

ah! the aching thoughts of uprooting

finding new place,gettting in and settling

ah! the tragic and terrible time,

ah! the hapless and twsited fate of mine.